Thursday, January 13, 2011

dilemma

Salam. Now I got offer to work at Kuala Lumpur. But then, I don't know whether I should accept it or not. I love to go there, but I am sure that my family did not allow me to go far from them. That is because I am their youngest son. Huhu. Be working at here does not guarantee my bright future. I realized that.

So, I need to think carefully of that. Dear God, please show me something. I need to decide for my self and my family of course. Yeah, seriously i said now that i am not really secure with my job now. Isn't means that i am not be grateful with i have got right now. But I want to be better than now.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

I know who I am

Salam. There is already a week we are in year 2011. I forget to update this my second blog. So, far everything is okay. I don't have any idea to update here. Hehe because, i already shared my story into my first blog.

This afternoon after work, i will going back to kampung because i need to attend my auntie's engagement on tomorrow. I am happy for her. Me and my auntie is actually quite close each other. Because we are in same age but i am more old a month than her. Actually, she is my mother's last sister. hehe

Next week i have a class. I will teach Microsoft excel 2003 level 3 to corporate people. Its quite difficult for me to teach about the computer's application. Ya, I don't have any computer certificate to teach people. Even my self also need to prepare everything. I just learn the application from book tutorial. Before this, I just know use the basic one of Microsoft Excel and Microsoft Word. Just the basic! And now, i have to be independent to learn it alone. huhu Poor me right!.

My boss has been assumed that I was in expert to teach people about that applications. Its make me a bit stress. But then, I have to think positively. Never mind at all, in addition to improving my computer skills. I can get an experiences to be tutor. Because, i can improve my confidence level and in the same time I can improve my speaking skills. Because I have to teach people in English language. But then, sometime (usually actually) I mix my language in Bahasa also. because my English Language is not structured once I speak up in front of audience. Hahaha So, no need to be shame ya boy! By inch you can learn more.

Ok then, I don't know either got people read this blog or not. But, its okay for me.

Friday, December 31, 2010

Sad

Its only 2 hours to go to be in 2011. Feel sad to leave year 2010. There is so much things happened. However, life must go on. We have to be looking forward. Hope this coming year will make our life goes more better. Hope so.

Normally, people will asking us, what is our wish for new year. Will, for me there is none interesting to share. Just pray to God for make my life happy and i get what i want. I want?? actually i don't know what is it. Just ready myself to be face what will come to me. I ll grab that if its is big chance to be better life. haha what the silly!

So, 2011 is coming and i have to open new diary. I will not look back again. Just don't ever stop to go forward. sigh!

To night, I didn't go anywhere, just celebrate new year 2011 at home. Its rainy outside since this afternoon. (hope my kg is not flooded). But then actually, me and my friend had planned to celebrate new year somewhere at kk and unlucky we have to cancel our plan because of some little problem. Its ok then, with that i can spent my time to sitting on front of my Laptop like now! hahaha

Ok!...i am blur right now! Don't know what to write down! its always like this. damn!

wish: i can improve much of my English language. Gaummmm!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Leave Application

Hi reader,
Now, i am a bit upset with my boss because before this she had promise to us (her staff) that we will be on leave for a week start from 24th December 2010 till 2nd January 2011. But then, just now I asked her again to make sure about the holidays.

You know what? her feedback is really make me down.
She said that, "i'm not sure can give you a leave for a week".
Damn! I already planned to do something for the holidays.
sob...sob..sob.

How come you can said like that madam!
You already make a promise!
and now you break your promise!

But, she ask me to fill the leave form if i still want to take my leave!
Ok, fine! I ll take it!~~~~~huh!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Poor my blog..

haha.. sometimes i feel regret to open this second blog because its seems like i ignore this blog. When i want to write down some story here, i don't know what is it because i already shared all my stories into my first blog. But then I don't want to delete this blog anyway. I love it.

I just review this book just now, and i realize that my entry here only had five posts.. 4 entry for year of 2009 and 1 for year of 2010. Very bad. haha

Ermmm... let me think... what i want to share here.. 1....2....3....4...5.....6.......7.....8....9.....10 seconds

Okay, i saw 'Mari Menari' at Astro ria just now (it is the final competition tonight) and i was happy because my favorite couple has selected to the final round, they are Ariz couple and Razif couple. I like to see the two of this couples because they are so good in dancing. All the result is totally come from spectator which is the public will chose who will be a winner by sms. Personally, i chose Ariz couple will be a winner but the real winner come to Razif couple. Congratulation to this couple anyway. Then, the winner will get a 5 star condominium at ipoh. I like the present! so fantastic present...!!

I like dance. And i miss to dance. With dancing, I can improve my confident level in front of public. Its make me happy when people see and give a big clap. Actually, dancing is not hard for me, just follow the beat of music and shake your body to feel the song. Maybe some people say that dancing is hard, some people say "i don't know how to dance"... that is because they feel embarrassed if people saw their dancing. Maybe They worried what people would say with what their did while they dance hahaha for me, i never thinking of that.... what i want people will think is...they like to see the way i dance.. i ll make them impressed with my step. hik3

p/s: dancing make me crazy..